However, now I have unknowingly fallen into it. This time my sensuality controls the brain, and reason before the strong desire of the heart is unbearable.
This feeling is wrong because the other person is my master. This feeling should not arise because the other person has abused me before. This expectation will not be realized, because the other party is the unattainable Demon King of the Demon Kingdom, the noble and cold queen.
But so what?
Heath Relia said that I should accompany my master to the end. It did not occur to me at first. After Heath Relia raised her expectations, it has become my expectations as well, and my feelings may have been affected by those words of Heath Relia.
If I just have been accompanying her as the master's daughter, that is not what I want. What I want is more, deeper understanding and contact.
No matter what happens, I just know that I am hoping for something and want to get something.
So the feelings in my heart also gradually clear up. Sensuality overwhelmed reason. Subconscious desire made me not satisfied with just getting along with the master as a mother and daughter and only staying in the simple contact of affection.
I was truly thirsting for...
"Hmm."
After a long silence only a simple response was given to Heath Relia.
Even if it was unattainable, even if it was forbidden, even if the other person was my master, even if I was being rebellious.
But as a newborn me, in the new world, I want to transcend my previous life, to break through the blockage in my mind, to break through those narrow-minded ideas of going with the flow. This is a decision I made with a good deal of determination, all by myself.
"That's good. But I can't help you with that."
"Hmm."
Observing Heath Relia, I somehow felt like she was becoming close.
In my previous life, I had never had a friend I could talk to, but Heath Relia's tenderness touched me a little. In this world where I have no relatives, it's nice to be able to cross paths with them, at least for now.
"Heath Relia."
"Hmm?"
"Do you really want to leave the master?"
I asked the question that had been lingering in my mind for a long time.
"Probably...yes, but you just know that it's not me who will accompany her to the end. So I've chosen you. There's no one better to accompany her than you."
Heath Relia's expression became softer as soon as she talked about this topic, and her eyes also carried a little expectation and tenderness.
If not for the fact that she was saying that it was not her who would accompany the master to the end, I would have thought that Heath Relia ...
Wait, I seem to have got something wrong.
"Heath Relia, are you...are you also...the same as me?"
Heath Relia's eyes returned to her usual state and her gaze returned to mine. She shook her head and gave me a teasing smile.
"Don't be afraid. I won't steal your master from you. Just go after her in peace."
My cheeks were instantly blushed by Heath Relia's remark.
I thought Heath Relia was fond of the master in her heart, but she had to leave the master for some special reason. So she wanted to find an angel to replace her before she left, and that angel was me.
If that was the case, I would have been very upset.
Fortunately, Heath Relia did not have any certain special feelings for her master.
"So...Heath Relia, can you tell me why it wasn't you who accompanied the master to the end? I won't tell my master, and I won't even tell her about the fact that you might leave her."
This time, I am happy that the master doesn’t read my mind now.
"One day you will understand."
Rejected.
Heath Relia had said that she wouldn't necessarily answer some of the questions, so I'd have to find something to ask about the master.
"Can you tell me something about the master's past?"
"Yes."
Heath Relia then probably told me about the master's past.
Heath Relia told me what she knew about the master as a child.
She also gave me a glimpse of the master as a child, and again it lasted only three seconds, at the cost of a very painful headache, which seems to be a bit of a side effect of forcibly inserting memories.
The fleshy little face, small white dress, and bright smile make the surrounding sunlight dull.
The master's appearance as a child turned out to be really cute, with such colorful expressions.
Heath Relia's description of her master made me wonder if she had glorified the master.
When the master was a child, she would actively help people in trouble on the road. For example, when she saw people begging on the street, she would teach those people how to use their strengths to make money instead of giving them handouts directly.
And she even advocates the protection of animals, loves animals, cherishes and respects every kind of creature. As a child, the master believes that it is because of the diversity of species, so that the world becomes colorful and gorgeous.
For example, trees can shelter the wind and rain. Certain animals and vegetables can be used as food. Even if we are in the mutual predation, mutual use, but we can not be make these species drive to extinction, because each species is one of the world cycle. If there is the lack of the cycle, it can no longer exist, and it also foreshadows the end.
I didn't expect the master to be so forward-thinking as a child.